"the only thing that would be different would be you."
- holden caulfield
Psyche Revived by Cupid's Kiss
by Antonio Canova
Angel of Grief
by William Wetmore Story
about the author
“"For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."
—Matthew 6:21 (NKJV)
caspian stark | cain spector
21 | she/him | intp-t | 4w3
☉ cancer ☽ scorpio ↑ taurus
date of birth: July 1, 2001
religion: pentacostal christian
moral alignment: lawful neutral
sexuality: polyamorous bisexual
dating status: single
The Angel
by Benjamin Victor
my favourite things
there are recurring elements in my life that i tend to favour more than others....
there are some i've even sought after.
“The lamp of the body is the eye. If therefore your eye is good, your whole body will be full of light."
—Matthew 6:22 (NKJV)
letters:
a / c / d / e / f / o / r / s / u / x / y / znumbers:
1 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 7 / 8 / 13 / 69 / 75 / 333important symbols:
♘ / Δ / ♤ / ✟ / 🜔 / & / ! / ; / ™literary themes:
adventure / betrayal / corruption / coming of age / friendship / identity / loss / loss of innocence / pride / purity / sacrifice / warmovie genres:
children's animation / family classics / historical adventure / comedy / romantic comedybook genres:
fantasy / fiction / realistic fiction / informational / coming of age / classic literaturecolours:
vibrant warm browns / soft golds / deep shades of red / soft whites / cool shades of black / all shades of bluemeals:
eggs and toast / spicy ramen / pho with spring rolls / sinigang with rice / ox & palm corned beef with rice / rare steak with mashed potatoes and asparagus / burgers and fries / pizza / buffalo wings / sushi / sashimisnacks & desserts:
mango / strawberries / cheese and grapes / most fruits / chester's flamin' hot fries / xxtra flamin' hot cheetos / cotton candy / twix bars / hershey's kisses / dark chocolate brownies / new york style cheesecake / lemon bars / tahobeverages:
milk / water / mango smoothies / royal milk tea / rose tea / green tea / chocolate tea / milo / frozen vanilla bean frappachino / ramune / calpisflowers:
poppy / daffodil / forget me not / narcissus / clematis / morning glory / tiger lily / lotusconstellations:
aquila / cetus / corvus / crux / cygnus / hydra / orionanimals:
felidae / hyaenidae / canidae / procyonidae / aves
"But if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in you is darkness, how great is that darkness!"
—Matthew 6:23 (NKJV)
personal interests
let's sit down and get a drink some time. rest assured, i'll chat you up about anything i please.
topics
‣ history
‣ theology
‣ mythology
‣ philosophy
‣ psychology
‣ cryptozooology
‣ classic literature
‣ conspiracy theories
‣ my original characters
hobbies
‣ talking about anything
‣ playing video games
‣ watching movies & shows
‣ writing characters & stories
‣ writing & performing music
‣ drawing traditional & digital
‣ learning about new topics
‣ experiencing new things
‣ going thrift shopping
music artists
‣ 3oh!3
‣ all time low
‣ autoheart
‣ badflower
‣ bad suns
‣ bring me the horizon
‣ blackbear
‣ cemetery sun
‣ chase atlantic
‣ crown the empire
‣ coyote theory
‣ dead poet society
‣ demi lovato
‣ eden
‣ fall out boy
‣ fun.
‣ glass animals
‣ grandson
‣ hollywood undead
‣ hozier
‣ idk how but they found me
‣ imagine dragons
‣ interpol
‣ i see stars
‣ jon bellion
‣ joywave
‣ kanye west
‣ kesha
‣ kings of leon
‣ lewis del mar
‣ marina
‣ matt maeson
‣ melanie martinez
‣ mindless self ingulgence
‣ missio
‣ mooseblood
‣ mother mother
‣ my chemical romance
‣ neon trees
‣ nothing but thieves
‣ onerepublic
‣ palaye royale
‣ panic! at the disco
‣ paramore
‣ regina spektor
‣ roderick porter
‣ sir sly
‣ tally hall
‣ the all-american rejects
‣ the front bottoms
‣ the neighbourhood
‣ thirty seconds to mars
‣ two door cinema club
‣ vinyl theatre
video games
‣ assassin's creed
‣ binding of issac
‣ cookie run: ovenbreak
‣ detroit become human
‣ kingdom hearts
‣ loz: breath of the wild
‣ minecraft
‣ ōkami
movies & shows
‣ being human (uk)
‣ dexter
‣ disney/pixar classics
‣ doctor who
‣ dreamworks classics
‣ ducktales
‣ green eggs & ham
‣ hannibal
‣ jane the virgin
‣ looney tunes
‣ lucifer
‣ moon knight
‣ psych
‣ rapunzel's tangled adventure
‣ santa clarita diet
‣ sherlock
‣ supernatural
‣ you
other media
‣ ava's demon
‣ hamilton: the musical
‣ heathers: the musical
‣ homestuck
‣ rick riordan franchise
"For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his deeds should be exposed."
—John 3:20 (NKJV)
close relations
i consider very few people my comrades, so if you're here, consider yourself one lucky bastard.
the besties
z
Skull of a Skeleton with Burning Cigarette
by Vincent van Gogh
about zz is my creative partner, my confidant, and most importantly, my closest friend. friends for nearly 6 years now, and still counting. i could say more, but that would be unfair to the others, cause then she'd have a really big box.the law states that if you want to be my friend you have to be her friend too, and vice versa.
about journeyi may not be close with everyone, but i do consider most of them like a brother, ethan specifically being my second closest confidant. we make a pretty good team, in real life and in video games... that is, when we aren't being assholes to each other.and even then, we always wind up fine in the end... eventually.
journey
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juliann
My cat insists on laying on my textbooks when I try to study and today it was really giving me DA vibes
by reddit user luminousbean
about juliannjuliann is one of my closest friends, i've known her since high school. she is our honorary dungeon master, her patience for us is the strongest i've ever encountered. she's brimming with creativity and passion at all times.i don't care how strong she is, if you hurt her feelings, i will hurt you.
about emaniemani is another one of my closest friends, i've known her since high school. she's surprisingly an amazing arcade buddy, the best hypeman you could ever ask for, and the taboo topics she openly talks about will always fascinate me.i will always support my literal number one fan, that's one foamy homie.
raven
Plaza Theatre in Atlanta, GA
by CJ Swank / Plaza Theatre
about ravenraven is a very old friend of mine from high school. truth be told, we were friends before i met z (thank you, fnaf shirt). we've bonded over "cringe" topics time and time again and i'd gladly laugh over stupid shit with her again any time.im glad to be much closer with you again, it's been a pleasure sharing our passions
about dexterdexter's an online friend of mine that's been one of the greatest helps of the year. though we butt heads and have our tough moments, i trust him with so much and wish for only the best for him in his life.im happy to frequently collab and work with you, youre a creative and ever growing soul.
about saucean enigma and funny little fellow. i udderly (hehe pun) enjoy his presence and all the humour and change hes brought into my life.thank you for bringing a new perspective in my life, for helping me see myself clearer and for being someone that i can truly feel more honest about myself with.
about buckbuck and i have been friends since the 3rd grade, and no homo, but i think buck is such a cool person... my first art muse, the motivator i never knew i needed, the one and only circle master.thank you for being in my life again. no matter how cringy things were, i'd happily relive all those memories we shared together once more.
buck
An endangered black-footed ferret shows his silly side from a recovery center in Colorado.
by Ryan Moehring / USFWS
distant but still good friends
about herahera is another online friend and psychology confidant! one of the few people i've ever enjoyed sharing differing views with. the sentences that leave her never cease to baffle me in the best of ways.full of entropy, a love for frogs, fashion, witchy things... she is the perfect cottagecore gf.
duke
"A chimera and a gargoyle watch over Paris from the top of the 11th century Notre Dame cathedral, Jan. 10, 1996."
by Remy De La Mauviniere
about dukedookie is a good online friend of mine that i truly cherish. fantastical, filled with a sense of morbidity and beauty, and a fellow cars, knights, and cowboy enjoyer! our bond is strong and our friendship unfathomable.your talents fill me with joy, its always a pleasure to share our interests with each other!
about jadenjaden is a good friend of mine from my last year in high school. he's an uplifting guy who's always full of support, understanding, and laughter. i wholeheartedly enjoyed his company and car rides.i hope that one day we're able to meet up and walk alongside the beach again.
stray
"and the sun took a step back, the leaves lulled themselves to sleep and autumn was awakened."
by instagram user greykins
about straystray is my online mom friend, she constantly spoils me even when i don't do anything. we don't interact much, despite living in the same dang state, but the interactions that i do have with her are always appreciated and welcome.she is too selfless for her own good, but i appreciate it despite my complaints.
about jason
jason has been a good friend of mine since high school. i often think back to the day this dude asked me about what conditioner i put in my hair that one time, because it was the start to a good friendship, and better hair care for all.safe travels my friend, 你真棒!
jason
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